Sometimes I wish I could explore a (good) art museum all day and start a conversation with a random person there.
Sometimes I wish I could hang out with friends during a football game, not over Skype, and that they could laugh at me when I scream at the TV because they know that I don't actually really care.
Sometimes I wish I could scream at the Thai guy who stops in the middle of the street to stare at me. "Have you never seen a white girl before? Seriously!"
Sometimes I wish I had a buddy to go to concerts with who shares some of my musical interests, or at least has heard of them.
Sometimes I wish I could get earthworms for a lab from a local bait shop, not from some random woman who only speaks Thai, and who can't tell me how to get them from her.
Sometimes I wish I could meet a guy here who is interested in me, not in a Triple-T* girl.
Sometimes I wish I could spend time with those people who have known me forever and understand my quirks, idiosyncrasies, fears and failures.
Sometimes I wish I could hug my sister when I hear she's had a rough day of complications with her cancer treatments.
Sometimes I feel bad that I think all of these things, because
A lot of times I love living here.
But tonight is not one of those times. **
*Teeny Tiny Thai (Yep, I said it.)
**Sometimes I think about promising to blog more, but I know it will never happen. See line 8. :)
